“So, what’s shaken’ down there?” Gabe asked Raphael, a seasoned guardian of an American church.
“Looks like they’ve gathered to worship,” Raphael said as he squinted down at the entrance.
“What’s that lady carrying in? Looks like some kind of package,” Gabe asked
“Probably a casserole,” came the matter-of-fact response.
“A casserole?”
“Must be having a special ‘something-or-other’ after worship.”
Gabe tilted his head, confused. “So, this is what they call worship?” Gabe had been assigned to the churches in Asia, where they worship secretively. So, it was a little startling to see that big cross and that sign out there in front of God and everybody.
“No pastors getting whisked away to sketchy tribunals? No believers getting disappeared?” He paused, taking in the half-empty parking lot. “So, you mean to tell me they’re free to worship? No restrictions? Crowd seems a little on the lighter side.”
“Well, they have more options over here. They can stream, listen to other pastors, or get the highlights on TikTok. Plus, YouTube is full of pastors that are, according to them, more viral. I think they’re just used to worship. They’re comfortable with it all, and they just want to come whenever it fits into their plan.”
“Really?”
“I’m not kidding. I’ve been watching over this church for years. Lots of churches in North America are like this. It’s more of a social thing.”
Their conversation was interrupted by raised voices from the church steps. “Hey, look over there! That guy looks pretty upset.”
Raphael sighed. “I expected this. It’s been boiling for quite some time now.”
“What’s been boiling?”
“This feud. It started on X. Those two guys have been egging each other on for weeks. They’re all in a fuss over the church finances.”
Gabe’s eyes widened. “That church has money?”
“Of course. This is America, the richest nation in the world. The church even pays its leaders.”
“Wow!”
But it’s deeper than that. This church is filled with people who are all focused on all the MAGA controversies, still arguing about Covid, where it came from, lots of other stuff too, Epstein files, whatever…”
As they watched the congregation settle into their cushioned chairs, Gabe grew restless. “I can’t wait to see what worship is like. When does it start?”
“It already has.”
Gabe observed the scene below with growing bewilderment. “That’s worship? Everyone’s watching. Nobody’s doing anything!”
“They’re tired. They’re a very busy group: travel ball, fellowships, their jobs, their hobbies and Netflix rolled out three new limited series. It’s a lot,” Raphael explained with practiced patience.
“Are they just going to sit there?”
“No, they’ll stand a time or two. With those padded chairs, I can’t say I’d blame them for sitting.”
The singing began, and Gabe listened intently. “Who’s the guy with the mic?”
“That’s the band leader. He leads them in a kind of group karaoke. They follow along on the screens.”
Gabe squinted down at the stage. “Nice wings on his tattoo, though. Quite impressive artwork.”
The service continued, and when someone came to the microphone, Gabe leaned forward expectantly. “Finally, they’re praying!”
“Enjoy it while it lasts, they don’t really pray much. Hardly ever in private… Prayer closets are rare and prayer meetings are filled with lots of medical jargon. This is the extent of being ‘prayed up’ for most of them”
As the service wound down, Gabe looked at the empty tank behind the stage. “I guess that’s the baptistry.”
“Right. It broke a couple of years ago. Something with the plumbing went haywire but they don’t really miss it anyway.”
Raphael studied his companion’s troubled face and asked, “What do you think happened to them?”
“Kind of a Laodicea situation?” Gabe observed.”
“Right. No passion. No change. Just check the box and get back home before the game.”
“If only they could have seen what we saw in the first few centuries of the church.”
“Or even the Christians across the ocean who face persecution right now .”
As the service concluded and people began filtering out, chatting casually about weekend plans and rating the sermon, Raphael yawned and said, “Gabe, I miss the days when things were cookin’ in America and I’m not talking casseroles.”
“Sorry, bud. You’ve got a tough assignment,” Gabe said empathetically. “Well, I’d better head to our division staff meeting. We just got prayed into some new assignments from believers in Nepal, Bangkok, Tehran, and Bogota.”
“You always get to go to where the action is. I’m stuck with Americans impressing each other on Instagram.”
“Hang in there, Raphy. Things could turn on a dime here. All it takes is a remnant.” Gabe said as he patted Raphael on the back.
“I hope so. It’s been a while,” Raphael said to himself gravely as he watched Gabe disappeared into the evening sky.
Praying With a Squirrel Mind: 5 Blockades and 20 Ways
I have a confession: I have the attention span of a caffeinated squirrel. And when it comes to prayer, my mind tends to hop from branch to branch faster than you can say “Hey Siri.” I’m guessing I’m not the only one? If your prayer life sometimes feels like trying to meditate in the middle of a carnival, you’re in good company.
Over years of spiritual trial and error (mostly error), I’ve experienced five major blockades that keep me from connecting with God and discovered some practical hacks that have helped me overcome my distracted mind.
The 5 Blockades to Prayer (Or: Why My Prayer Time Could Look Like a Three-Ring Circus if I’m Not Careful)
1. Distraction and Busyness
my phone vibrates.
my to-do list screams.
wife and my family need things
another email from a frustrated church member
a video editing project
an interim pastorate
a financial puzzle
an expense report
and just for good measure I get on twitter long enough for my head to ache.
Meanwhile, I’m trying to have a heart-to-heart with the Creator of the universe. Good luck with that, right? When my mind is racing through notifications, deadlines, and responsibilities, meaningful conversation with God feels nearly impossible.
“Be still, and know that I am God.” (Psalm 46:10)
Apparently, God knew about our distraction problems long before smartphones. Being still is practically a superpower these days.
2. Guilt and Unworthiness
The moment—and I mean the exact moment—I enter my prayer time, a highlight reel of my failures starts playing in my head. It’s like my brain says, “Oh, you want to talk to your all-seeing Savior? Let’s first review all the reasons you’re not worthy!” This sense of unworthiness muffles my voice faster than a thick blanket.
“Let us then approach God’s throne of grace with confidence, so that we may receive mercy and find grace to help us in our time of need.” (Hebrews 4:16)
The enemy wants me feeling too ashamed to pray because he knows that shame keeps me out of the throne room. As long as I feel unworthy, I’ll never boldly approach God.
3. Unanswered Prayers and Disappointment
I’ve been praying for some things for so long that I’m pretty sure my prayers have frequent flyer miles. When years pass without the answer I want, it’s tempting to think God isn’t listening, doesn’t exist, or (bringing us back to blockade #2) I’m just not worthy of an answer.
“For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways,” declares the LORD. (Isaiah 55:8)
It’s hard to remember that God isn’t a cosmic vending machine where I insert my quarters of faith and select which blessing I’d like dispensed. That’s just not how He operates.
4. Rigid Expectations About “Correct” Prayer
Sometimes I get so caught up in using the right words, praying at the right time, in the right position, with the right level of emotion that I forget God just wants me to talk to Him. When my ADD collides with my perfectionism, my prayer life is basically doomed.
“In the same way, the Spirit helps us in our weakness. We do not know what we ought to pray for, but the Spirit himself intercedes for us through wordless groans.” (Romans 8:26)
Thank goodness the Holy Spirit can translate my jumbled thoughts because sometimes even I don’t know what I’m trying to say.
5. Spiritual Dryness and Doubt
There are seasons when my spiritual life feels like crossing the Sahara with a thimble of water. I lose my passion, feel unmoved by things that once broke my heart, and find myself more excited about the new season of my favorite show than about spending time with Jesus.
“Why, my soul, are you downcast? Why so disturbed within me? Put your hope in God, for I will yet praise him, my Savior and my God.” (Psalm 42:11)
Even David, a man after God’s own heart, experienced spiritual dryness. Those desert seasons can drive us further from the throne room if we let them.
20 Prayer Strategies for the Spiritually ADD
Now for the good part—what actually helps! Here are 20 different ideas and approaches that have strengthened my prayer life:
1. Create a Dedicated Prayer Space
I need a place where I can shut out the world and focus on God—a clean canvas for prayer. Nothing fancy, just a space that signals to my brain: “It’s God time now.”
“But when you pray, go into your room, close the door and pray to your Father, who is unseen.” (Matthew 6:6)
2. Start a Spiritual Journal
For the past five years, I’ve been writing down my prayers. It keeps my squirrel mind focused when I’m physically involved in the process. Plus, I can search back through old prayers and see how God has been working (which is great for those doubtful seasons).
“Write down the revelation and make it plain on tablets.” (Habakkuk 2:2)
3. Practice Silence Before and After Prayer
Turns out, God wasn’t in the earthquake or fire for Elijah—He was in the “still small voice.” Finding silence takes effort in our noise-polluted world, but it’s worth it.
“After the earthquake came a fire, but the LORD was not in the fire. And after the fire came a gentle whisper.” (1 Kings 19:12)
4. Use a Prayer Calendar
Strategic prayer helps when I feel spiritually lost. Having different people and concerns assigned to different days gives my prayer life structure and keeps me from forgetting important people and needs.
“I urge, then, first of all, that petitions, prayers, intercession and thanksgiving be made for all people.” (1 Timothy 2:1)
5. Incorporate Physical Movement
One of my favorite prayer times is walking through my neighborhood. Something about moving my body helps my mind stay engaged in prayer. I’m less likely to fall asleep praying when I’m vertical and in motion!
“I will praise you as long as I live, and in your name I will lift up my hands.” (Psalm 63:4)
6. Explore Ancient Prayer Traditions
Lectio Divina, Ignatian Examen, or praying the hours—these aren’t New Age practices; they’re ancient Christian traditions. They provide a roadmap for prayer when I can’t find my own way.
“Stand at the crossroads and look; ask for the ancient paths, ask where the good way is, and walk in it, and you will find rest for your souls.” (Jeremiah 6:16)
7. Join a Prayer Group
Having at least one other person to pray with keeps me accountable. If you don’t have that person, your mission is to find them!
“For where two or three gather in my name, there am I with them.” (Matthew 18:20)
8. Pray Through Scripture
I find it nearly impossible to pray meaningfully without the Bible. Scripture provides guardrails for my prayers so I don’t end up in the ditch with selfish or misguided requests.
“Your word is a lamp for my feet, a light on my path.” (Psalm 119:105)
9. Use Technology for Prayer Reminders
My phone might be a distraction, but it can also be a tool. I set prayer reminders throughout my day to pause and refocus on God.
“Pray continually.” (1 Thessalonians 5:17)
10. Try Fasting
Some of my most powerful spiritual moments have come during times of fasting—whether from food, media, or other comforts. There’s something about denying yourself that creates space for God to work.
“When you fast, do not look somber as the hypocrites do.” (Matthew 6:16)
11. Use Guided Prayers
When I can’t find my own words, I borrow someone else’s! YouTube has countless guided prayer videos, and devotional books like “Prayers That Avail Much” provide excellent scriptural frameworks.
“In the same way, the Spirit helps us in our weakness. We do not know what we ought to pray for…” (Romans 8:26)
12. Incorporate Music
Music prepares my heart for prayer like nothing else. Sometimes singing is my prayer when I can’t find the right words.
“Speak to one another with psalms, hymns, and songs from the Spirit. Sing and make music from your heart to the Lord.” (Ephesians 5:19)
13. Practice Gratitude Prayers
I try to start every prayer time by thanking God—even for small things. Like Brother Lawrence scrambling eggs “to the glory of God,” gratitude transforms mundane moments into sacred ones.
“Give thanks in all circumstances; for this is God’s will for you in Christ Jesus.” (1 Thessalonians 5:18)
14. Use Visual Aids
Great religious art, nature photographs, or even a simple cross can focus my wandering mind during prayer. I have a cross that my son, Isaac, gave me a few years ago. It sits on my prayer table and has different names of Jesus on it. Often as I begin I thank God for each of the names carved on it.
“I lift up my eyes to the mountains—where does my help come from? My help comes from the LORD, the Maker of heaven and earth.” (Psalm 121:1-2)
15. Pray Out Loud
With my ADD and dyslexia, praying out loud is practically essential. It reminds my brain what I’m doing and keeps me from mentally wandering off to my grocery list. Corrie ten Boom, a Holocaust survivor and Christian missionary, often spoke about the importance of praying aloud.
When Darlene and I were first married, we lived in a broken-down fourplex with paper thin walls. Our apartment’s closet was located sharing a wall with another single seminary student. I can’t remember his name. It’s been a minute since 1985, but I remember his prayers! It inspired me to make my quiet times not so quiet. Speak those prayers! Send them out audibly. For me, praying aloud is a way to get my mind engaged. It reminds me that I am speaking to someOne rather just thinking about some thing.
“My mouth will speak in praise of the LORD.” (Psalm 145:21)
16. Learn Prayers from Different Christian Traditions
Whether it’s Church of God, Lutheran, or Episcopal prayers, exploring how other Christians talk to Jesus expands my prayer vocabulary. We might differ on theological details, but we can learn from each other’s conversations with God.
“There is one body and one Spirit, just as you were called to one hope when you were called; one Lord, one faith, one baptism; one God and Father of all, who is over all and through all and in all.” (Ephesians 4:4-6)
17. Keep Prayer Consistent
Building prayer into my daily routines—walking, eating, commuting, waking up, going to sleep—helps it become a habit rather than an occasional event.
“Evening, morning and noon I cry out in distress, and he hears my voice.” (Psalm 55:17)
18. Engage in Intercessory Prayer
Praying for others’ needs—my family, friends, church, ministers, missionaries, and the spiritually lost—takes the focus off my problems and reminds me I’m part of something bigger.
“And pray in the Spirit on all occasions with all kinds of prayers and requests. With this in mind, be alert and always keep on praying for all the Lord’s people.” (Ephesians 6:18)
19. Experiment with Different Times of Day
If you’re not a morning person, try praying at 5am. If you’re not a night owl, set your alarm for midnight and pray for those on the other side of the world. You might discover when your spirit is most attuned to God’s voice. I have a friend who says God speaks to him by waking him up at 3 AM. Usually, if I am awakened at 3 AM, it’s my bladder, but I’ve started listening during my pilgrimage to the bathroom and Oh My! I, too sensed a message from God about aspects of my life.
“Very early in the morning, while it was still dark, Jesus got up, left the house and went off to a solitary place, where he prayed.” (Mark 1:35)
20. Practice Breath Prayers
When all else fails, I fall back on the ancient Jesus Prayer: “Lord Jesus Christ, Son of God, have mercy.” Aligning simple phrases with my breathing rhythm helps me pray when I’m spiritually dry.
“The LORD is near to all who call on him, to all who call on him in truth.” (Psalm 145:18)
The Bottom Line
None of these practices are about perfection. Like any relationship, our connection with God deepens when we give it regular attention, honesty, and a willingness to both speak and listen. Prayer is the most important thing we’ll ever do. It’s how we access God’s power for God-sized things. Every time I’ve tried to navigate life without prayer, I’ve face-planted spectacularly (trust me, I’ve collected quite a few spiritual bruises along the way). So my constant prayer is simply for more prayer. I want to find new ways to connect with God because He’s waiting for me to stop scrolling, stop worrying, and stop listening to the noise of the world long enough to enter into divine conversation. It truly is the road less traveled, but it’s the only road where the real adventure begins.
I’m still working on my prayer life, and I hope you are too. I’m curious. What prayer hacks have worked for you? I’d love to hear them in the comments below!
Approachable
We can approach Him. To do so is to be rescued from the typical and baptized into the extraordinary. We can come boldly because He replaced the burden of our shame with the throne of grace. May we not miss the bliss of God’s pleasure and purpose in our calling. We can run to him for mercy in our time of need. Unlike some who treat God as an angry tyrant, we know the truth. He is Abba, our loving Father. He is both perfect and good. Again, we can approach Him.
Perhaps the greatest mystery is when we realize that God wants us, as profoundly flawed as we are, to approach Him. The greatest adventure known to man is revealed when we say, “I want to know Him.” Our hearts yearn for His advent, and we are captivated by his holy purpose in our lives. Every step we take toward the sunset of our days will bring us closer to him. “Come close to God and He will come close to you.” Again, approachable.
And what devastates every smallish notion of God is this: The God who created everything-the One who crowned Kilimanjaro with snow and taught each cardinal to fly, is approachable.
This is the mystery of our Great Divine Savior.
We can approach him in our grief, joy, shame, destitution, poverty, ecstasy, loneliness, or thanksgiving. We were created to approach, to enter into the gravitational pull of the glory surrounding His presence. But we must come to him as little… always little. When we come little, His glory is seen as great and exalted.
Beware: Approaching Him is not safe. We approach through sandpaper corridors that rub out all the things that we once held dearly. But the closer we get, the more we realize the shaping brings transcendence and purpose which is what our hearts yearn to find.
Some hide out in the far reaches of the garden like Adam, grasping for fig leaves and folly. The fallen world instinct betrays us. We labor in our workshops, sweating away, trying to construct our own significance. It’s a fool’s occupation.
Do not hide.
Approach.
Everyday Thanksgiving
In wanderlust of eternity, I travel streets of grace
I know the power of illusion.
But I find truth upon Your Face
(illusions crumble)
the b/ro/ke/nness have weakened bones and feeble flesh.
I trust in the Musician’s strings, The One who makes the nation’s sing. You are good it’s understood as days lead on……………. to Day.
So I trust in You.
I long for bliss.
I send resounding praise. You have always (in every single moment of my life) placed Your Hand upon me and I could not escape it.
I could not escape the love and the joy that had brought me even in the midst of dark hours in crooked roads. You hem me in with mercy. You have laid my sorrows upon the banks of Your glory.
Your glory, outshines them all. Your holiness compels me in the arena of your steady sure activity even in times of c h a o s you speak (a sensible soft Voice) like a faithful father, Your Hand on my shoulder.
I will be guided and I will be kept.
in flesh and blood, gold and glory, eyes of fire, You tell the story.
I put my hand over my mouth
It’s something in the core of most people: a desire to find out what or who causes messes. And no one likes to get the blame for a mess. As children we blamed our brother or sister for the broken vase and when we’re older we blame our self-sworn enemies for the broken world. And it is broken. The world is a mess and many just can’t do mess.
Cal Jarrett, the father in the 1981 movie, “Ordinary People” said to his emotionally distant wife:
I’ve heard many explanations at the graveside, where people tried to explain or theologize accidents, cancer, or covid. These philosophical expeditions are fool’s errands. Others don’t blame, they just disconnect.
We’ve lived through a season of blame. Some blame the mandates, immune systems, fake news, Facebook, critical race theory, politicians, presidents, doctors, the masked, the unmasked, antifa, news outlets, millennials, boomers, China, political parties, and mandates. Blaming is what we do to make ourselves feel better. We feel more in control when we have an enemy we can attach to the post office walls of our souls. But that feeling becomes eventually void, brief and ephemeral. We dig into our own feeble logic and construct belief systems that tie neat little bows over our limited and inadequate world view. Our nature is to forward blame to others so that we can feel better about ourselves and rationalize the root of anger that grows beyond the borders of our personal lives. This is Springsteen’s darkness on the edge of town. We live in the shadows and snipe at our enemies from Twitter accounts and snarky memes.
One thing is certain: Blame keeps us in safe little bubbles where we don’t have to engage. It works until we realize that the bubble is an eternally dangerous place to be. That bubble of isolation and stagnation leads to an insidious rot of the soul.
I’ve witnessed the birthing process. It’s messy. There’s pain, blood, sweat, snot, cries, and danger. I’ve also experienced graveyards. There’s organization, specific dates, symmetry, and nice, tidy rows. But, I’d rather be in the labor room. You learn so much more.
Throughout the book of Job, we see men doing postmortems of tragedies that come in bunches. We’ve all had cascades of crises which appear together out of nowhere. The baby is sick, the car blows up and we get passed over for the promotion- all in one day. It’s easy to ask the wrong questions when life gets dark and messy. The default is often, “Why?” “What did I do?” Or, perhaps, an even more insidious question, “Why is God doing this to me?” More often than not, these questions are pointless.
The meaning of the book of Job is found late in the fourth quarter after all the armchair quarterbacking is completed. God finally speaks. A lot. Finally. God asks him 46 answerless questions about the mysteries of His purpose. 46! How would you like that divine interrogation? I can relate to Job’s response: “I am unworthy—how can I reply to you? I put my hand over my mouth.”
When God speaks all I can do is put my hand over my mouth.
When God speaks I get tired of my own opinions.
When God speaks I realize that maybe I should shut up about my theories for once.
When God speaks I realize that I’ll never understand the world on this side of eternity.
I say like Job: I have spoken once, but I have no answer— twice, but I have nothing to add.”
It brings Job to a majestic response: Only God knows. His plans are much higher than my mind can fathom.
There’s a joy in not having to explain God, and simply trusting Him when troubles come in bunches. There’s serenity when you hand the gavel over to the Almighty Judge of the universe. You don’t understand? Well, guess what. You aren’t God. How can I add anything to what God has already decreed and ordered in the timeline of His sovereign grace? I ask about injustice and He replies, “Go look at the elephant. I made that.” I worry about the future, and He tells me to look at the birds.
The mystery of salvation is never more astounding than this moment.
A few feet away from Jesus another man languished under the brutal hand of the Romans.
Just another man whose life would seemingly melt into the thin pages of history…
This was his day to die and be forgotten. And then He spoke these words”
“Remember me when you enter into your kingdom.”
One sentence… a declaration, a cry into the bleak chasm of unworthiness.
“Remember me…”
This convicted rebel could do nothing.
He couldn’t earn his way into right standing.
He couldn’t grow into righteousness and worthiness of grace
His time was up.
He had no hands for service.
No feet for walking
Few words left to say in this brief and consequential day
Remember me…
It was almost like a shot in the dark, a wing and a prayer, a last desperate plea to the mercy of a Messiah
Remember me.
Jesus replied to this unnamed vagabond.
“I tell you the truth, today you will be with me in paradise.”
There’s never been a more outrageous last minute, death’s door, Hail Mary conversion that this.
And today you will be with me in paradise.
Paradise- such perfect word.
It’s a reference to the Garden of Eden before the fall.
Before hiding, shame, war, and death…
Eden, when all was right with the world and Jesus said, today everything will be made right with you.
The same is truth for all of us. The second declaration on the cross reminds us that it’s not about our nice tidy lives and good living that will usher us into the second Eden when he makes all things new.
It has nothing to do with us.
It’s not about the perfection of the man. It’s about the man of perfection. It’s not about one’s glory. It’s about the glory of one. It not about the greatness of your labor. It’s about the labor of his greatness. The gospel isn’t about your story. His story is the gospel. And that’s why they call it GOOD news
And one we’ll see the one who got there first, the one who walked, arm in arm, with Jesus into grand opening of the Father’s house. Because of the words that brought the ugly edifice of self-attained righteousness and works based acceptance crumbing down.
Today you will be with Me in paradise.
The Art of Emptiness
In an era when we idolize “big,” God challenges us to live a lowercase life, putting others before ourselves, giving rather than taking, serving rather than demanding, and dying to self rather than living for self. And it all begins with the first word of the greatest sermon:
“Blessed are the poor in spirit, For theirs is the kingdom of heaven.
Who celebrates poverty of spirit? It is rarely even pursued. Yet, this one singular striving for less, has enormous benefits for the one who seeks it. Always little.
Little — be always little! Be simple, poor, childlike. Preach the Gospel with your life — without compromise! Listen to the Spirit. He will lead you..Do little things exceedingly well for love of Me. Love… love… love, never counting the cost Go into the marketplace and stay with Me. Pray, fast. Pray always, fast. Be hidden. Be a light to your neighbor’s feet. Go without fear into the depth of men’s hearts. I shall be with you. Pray always. Catherine Doherty’s Little Mandate
Entering his presence. At the feet of Jesus, you discover the beauty of emptiness and dynamic dependance on God. At His feet you discover that you really don’t need anything but the power of holy communion with him and His mysterious church. At His feet, we discover a perspective that transforms our daily, normal existence into a transcendent celebration of God’s grace. Even in the littleness of today, we discover broken bread and poured wine at a table where little ones are welcomed.
Better is one day in your courts than a thousand elsewhere; I would rather be a doorkeeper in the house of my God than dwell in the tents of the wicked. Psalm 84:10
Melting our motives. When we recognize our spiritual poverty, we begin to understand the absurdity of our own dwarfed dreams. We rise above the clamor of ambition, wealth, and shadowy motives. We begin to understand that we when we stray, we tend to cast ourselves in the leading role of life and leave the Hero in the wings.
Purposing your heart. Carson McClures entitled her novel, The Heart is a Lonely Hunter. She could have stopped with that one sentence. It says so much. Since the first day, our heart is hunting for love, purpose, safety, and belonging. One look into His eyes of Jesus, one glimpse of His glory, compels the heart to run to Him.
Trusting in his provision. The striving ends when we begin to trust the first truths in childlike wonder: He’s got the whole world in his hand. We have the honor of observing God’s work if we let go, and let Him do what he does best. He’s been at this a long time. We can trust that he knows best.
Jesus, I am resting, resting In the joy of what Thou art I am finding out the greatness of Thy loving heart Thou hast bid me gaze upon Thee And Thy beauty fills my soul For by Thy transforming power Thou hast made me whole Oh, how great Thy loving kindness, Vaster, broader than the sea Oh, how marvelous Thy goodness Lavished all on me! Yes, I rest in Thee, Beloved, Know what wealth of grace is Thine Know Thy certainty of promise And have made it mine Jesus, I am resting, resting Jean Sophia Pigott
My flesh and my heart may fail, but God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever. Psalm 73:26
Yearning for his purpose. Once we are empty, God has room to work. He will carry us to our purpose which is, in truth, His purpose.
There may be a time in life when one is tired of everything and feels as if all one does is wrong, and there maybe some truth in it- do you think this is a feeling one must try to forget and to banish, or is it ‘the longing for God,’ which one must not fear, but cherish to see if it may bring us some good? Is it ‘the longing for God’ which leads us to make a choice which we never regret? Let us keep courage and try to be patient and gentle. And not mind being eccentric, and make distinction between good and evil. Vincent Van Gogh
Amos Today
(Based on Amos 5:18-24)
Woe and pity to the theological geniuses! The ones that gaze upon the charts of dispensational prophecy. The ones that spend their days arguing their religious apologetics on social media without lifting a finger to help strugglers. Woe to you who parrot political arguments and lust for salacious scandals. Why do you crave His coming and yet fail Him with your heart?
For you it will be darkness. Is this really what you want? You’ll look as if you’ve seen a marauding bear or a hissing snake. What did you expect? Light? You feed the darkness.
I hate your worship. I find no truth in your frowns and fury. You bore me with your relevance and clever talk. You infuriate me with your boredom and tradition. Likewise, to those who think the frenetic pounding worship with lights and fog will get my attention, it has. But not the kind of attention you would desire. Away with the electric guitars and drums! And away with your organs and litanies! Away with your assumption that your performance will be counted as righteousness. Send all this madness away and come to Me with justice.
Regard the needs of hungry
Contend for the health of the poor.
When you run to them you are running to me.
Everything else is a pointless charade and a foolish liturgy.
Instead let justice roll like the currents of a mighty stream.
Seek the wanderers in darkness on the edge of town and bring them into Light.
I will meet you in Mercyland.
Can We Go Back to the Way Worship Used to Be? Facedown?
It is interesting to note that there are very few major heroes in the Bible who have not been seen face down before God.
Moses and Aaron hit the dust!
Then Moses and Aaron came in from the presence of the assembly to the doorway of the tent of meeting and fell on their faces. Then the glory of the LORD appeared to them.
Numbers 20:6
In a moment of sacrifice and worship everyone knees gave way.
Then fire came out from before the LORD and consumed the burnt offering and the portions of fat on the altar; and when all the people saw it, they shouted and fell on their faces.
Leviticus 9:24
When God’s glory showed up and showed off. He left none standing.
When all the people saw it, they fell on their faces; and they said, “The LORD, He is God; the LORD, He is God.
1 Kings 18:29
When Moses and Elijah made a reappearance on planet earth it underscored the reality of God’s glory, and (you guessed it) bodies hit the ground.
When the disciples heard this, they fell face down to the ground and were terrified.
Matthew 17:6
In the human realm, being face-down is the ultimate act of vulnerability and danger.
When you are face-down, you cannot fight or even defend yourself. When you are face-down on the ground there is no escaping. But being face-down before God is quite another matter.
Being face down before God is the most secure place you’ll ever be. It’s impossible to trip or fall when you are face down before God.
Have you been face down before Him? In your worship have you learned the power of this posture. There are many new types of worship. We have achieved the heights of technology. I’ve been amazed by new songs and ways to communicate the Bible, but before there were electric guitars, before there were pipe organs and hand bells, there was a much more powerful type of worship that is as rare as it is radical.
In today’s worship, being face down is so rare that if someone actually went face-down on the floor they’d probably be accused of yoga or handed a saltine for low blood sugar. But we’d better start practicing it because we’ll be doing a lot of it through eternity.
In a culture that genuflects to every sports hero and TV reality star, we are a very hesitant to worship God in humility.
There are two impostors for genuine worship. They are dignity and hysteria. They are both stumbling blocks. We’re either too dignified to really worship or we are so emotionally driven that there is no substance. Truth is often thought about as intelligence. Intelligence that is puffed up becomes dignified. Emotions can produce hollow worship that is fueled by feelings. These polar opposites produce lifeless, mediocre, and purposeless worship focused more on tastes than transformation.
My prayer this week is this:
God, let us worship you with our minds, our passions, our bodies, and our voices. Teach us how to fall face down in worship before you. Help us not look to our right or our left. Remind us not to judge our worship leaders. We are expecting to see you do amazing things! Tear us apart with your love. Clear out lifeless, judgmental, impersonal, preoccupied thinking so that You will take your church by storm!
36 Names I Call Him
He’s my secret Treasure amidst the lies of gold
The Captain of my vessel, the Guardian of my soul
The Champion of my battles, my Warrior in the night
My Guardian, Provider, within the fiercest fight
He’s Architect and Builder of my forever home
A Friend that’s like none other. I never walk alone.
He speaks when I am speechless, my Compass when I’m lost
Forgiver of my cruel debt despite the brutal cost
His love song is redemption, a Troubadour of grace
When I’m lost and lonely, He is my Resting Place
When everyone deserts me, He is a faithful Friend
The Seer of my journey- beginning to the end.
The Hero on His stallion, the Warrior on the hill.
Holy Justice Giver, with a master swordsman’s skill.
My articulate Defender speaks pro-bono in my stead
My Guide through lands of dragons, and by His hand I’m led
He is Enough for yesterday and forever more
My Brother and my Father, my Refuge and my Door.
He is the holy Poet, His sonnet is the sky!
The perfect, true Philosopher. He knows the reasons why.
Far more than any force on earth and higher than the sun
And when we think it’s over, His story’s just begun
He is the Hunter of the lost, the ones who hide in shame
He seeks out every wounded life. He knows each one by name.
He is my great Physician, with a gifted Surgeon’s hand
Composer of a masterpiece and Leader of the band.
He’s everything that’s gallant. His presence makes me free
The Artisan of glory, His love my mystery.